A Journey To Self Love
I often wonder when I stopped loving myself... or did I ever love myself? Many days, I feel like I'm on autopilot coasting through life. Living day by day just to get through. I recently started questioning myself- How long has it been since I started living this way? When did I even start living this way? When did I stop living for experiences? Why do I live this way? How do I stop it? Is it because of Childhood trauma? Is it because my parents had me at 17, and did the same thing? Is this just a survival mechanism? Is it because I spent a number of years in abusive relationships with narcissistic men? What is it? Why don't I love me? Why don't I respect me? I don't have the answers to any of those questions. But that's what I'm trying to get to the bottom of! What exactly is loving myself? Is it accepting who I am, As I am? Am I even Happy with who I am? Respecting that with each day I do the best that I can, even if I do absolutely nothing at all? Demanding ...